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Wednesday, May 10, 2006

To the Only Woman I'll Never stop Loving

She never really understood me. She only sees her side. She thinks it's all about her.

We fight a lot. We couldn't be in the same room at one point.

I tried so hard to please her all my life, I forgot how to do things for myself. Tried to live her dream and forgot my own.

every time I'd get frustrated, I'd blame it on the times she wasn't there for me. Blamed it on her when she was too clingy.

She used to do a lot of things for me. Now she acts like she doesn't care anymore.

I realized one day no one could love me more than she could.

She didn't understood me because I never found the time to talk to her.

We fight because she gets frustrated and she expects more from me.

I didn't know. Her dream was for me. She didn't want me to live with the same regret she had. She was thinking of my happiness.

When I blamed her, it was like driving a dagger through her heart. I hurt her badly and without a just cause.

She stopped doting me because I failed to return the favor.

Yet despite my selfishness, she continued to show her affection. She stood by my side when I was at my weakest. She was there when I bled and she wept as if the pain was hers.

The women that broke my heart, I treated like a goddesses. I treated her with neglect when all she did was love me right from the start.

I have mended my ways. I will never look at yesterday with regret again. You will always be the only woman I'll never stop loving. And despite what I've done in the past, you've never looked at me different. I'm still your baby. In your eyes, I never really grew up. I understand that now. I love you mom. Happy mothers day!

8 comments:

Shackie Caccam said...

sob. this post really hit the spot. made me cry like a baby. sob. still can't stop. sobbbbbbbbbbbb.... huhuhuuhuhu.sniff. sniff. sob.

Ashley Riot said...

You like that, don't you... Every now and then, I write something soft.

Lynx said...

Ah, this one totally struck me!!!

man, you had me thinking (this mysterious woman), definitely a wonderful piece that had me gravitating for the past 15 minutes...

Ashley Riot said...

Thanks Lynx, I was going to submit this for a newspaper article but the inspiration ran late. Thanks for reading.

Lynx said...

well, you still have next year...

Ashley Riot said...

Next year is too far. Hopefully, inspiration will come at a better time this year. Father's day is coming up, I hope I can make the deadline.

Ashley Riot said...

Note to self: hyper typing is not good. Errors are inevitable....

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