During one of the most trying times in my life, I was able to realize some of the basic truths that have been clouded about my life. Strange as it may seem, the human condition becomes clear amidst utter chaos and confusion.
It has been almost a year since I have decided to quit my current job and for reasons unknown at that time, I have continued to dabble in labor and bondage longer than I should. During my ordeal with my still unknown condition, I have now realized that I stayed longer because of the friends I have made. One friend in particular who I referred to as the "anomaly" in this blog page. During the course of my mission, I have expressed my disappointment, angst and sometimes hatred towards her but in the end, it was clear I stayed because of her. I understand now, more than ever, that I have loved her all along. Sad that I never told her that.
Some of the stuff I learned during this sickness I'd rather keep to myself. Another hard-earned lesson.
Birthday Girl
9 years ago
